Warcraft, dota match.

I am, currently, very irritated. Well why? I had a match with one of my module mate, and apparently in the game, his friend xia lan me. Seriously, I don't know, I'm quite pissed. Okay, true, when there are wins, there will be losses. But, I hate it man. I hate to lose, I hate getting looked down upon. I hate not being able to show myself at it's best every single time.


Am irritated, not at anyone else, but at myself.
-Chewy.

Genting.

The trip to Genting was overall horrible. The ticket to the theme park was expensive and many rides were either under maintenance or we are required to pay extra money. Geez, how screwed is that? Okay, if the ride was awesome and clean and all, it's worth it. BUT the thing is, it's freaking dirty, they didn't even sanitize it, freaking smelly can. I've totally no idea how many years they've not cleaned it. Zzzz...yeah, resulting in me having rashes on my skin.

Opinions that I shouldn't care.

Recently, I've found out what people have been talking about my back. I just found out recently only, seriously, I never knew that such things spread like wildfire, totally like wildfire.

But I don't know why, even though I feel so lonely, but the warmness and support my older brother gave me, made me feel like crying. I had enough of this.


-Chewy.

21st of May. What ended wasn't the world, it's my world.

I guess the title pretty much explains itself, lol. But haha, the end is pretty much the beginning.


I won't look, I won't hide, I will just head into the darkness, following the moon's illumination.

The end.

One month hasn't pass since then...
Like a child's fading first fever,
our love has slipped away.
Our entwined fingers are becoming unraveled,
as if they are reciting their small farewells.
I woke up, scattered the dream's flowers,
even sorrow stains quietly.
Murmurs, till my heart is full,
crippling me.
My heart is the one that can't move on,
the we who were in there, were smiling.

Random song.

Something triggered me to search for this song again, I thought it was a pretty good song haha...I didn't understand what it meant last time, but now I do.


Video Link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s8QYxmpuyxg

Yume.

I've had an extremely weird dream yesterday..


I can't really remember all of the dreams but this is like how it went..


My closest friends and I went out together, then I dunno why , it was like in this very mystical forest, we've met lots of danger and somewhere along the way, one of my dearest friend, died. Okay, it was something really sad and depressing, I think I cried unknowingly in real life..


Then someone after a long adventure, I've managed to reach this pyramid thingy or something, and after lots of searching and barely dodging dangerous vicious traps, I've managed to find a cube thingy, all of my closest friends in the group of us who went into the pyramid died, entrusting their hope onto me, really, it was depressing, even beyond depressing, damn sad can!! Anyways, in the end I've managed to reach the 'treasure' , this ancient technology from the so call 'golden age', which allowed me to go into the past and change it..


Before I know it, I'm back to Hougang. Outside the Mc Donald store, I didn't know what date it was, but I know it was probably in the evening, I felt so lonely and frighten.. I called my friend's phone and found out that he and a few others went into the forest to hike, somehow I dunno why, I never warn them or anything, instead I went to one of my friend's house, and had a chat with his sister and brother who don't know me now since I went back to the past.


I've managed to convince them and many things happened...I was able to predict things etc, I felt confident, happy and wanted. All of a sudden, nothing matters anymore, I was on the sofa, looking at the siblings play, it was so warm.. they changed into big wolves, probably double or even tripled of my height. Jumped on them, played with their fur, snuggled on them, had fun with them..haha...really somehow I didn't really care about the others anymore.

Okay it was a very weird dream but... that's just what happened, I've no control of my dreams I guess.

Bursary~!

Queued up to hand in my bursary today and ended up waiting for more than an hour. Haiz...in the end I didn't even managed to submit the documents properly because I lacked one or two other forms to fill in T_T...


Okay so now, I am going to whine about the sufferings I've been through. For a start, the air conditioner probably wasn't working as well as it should have. And, guess what? LOL...everyone's perspiring! Especially me. I swear, it was so warm and stuffy that it felt like I was being thrown into a room that has minimal ventilation and as stuffy as the sicken store room I have in my house.


After having to stand and wait for like an eternity, the queue finally progressed, only to be further stopped by another guy who has returned from printing the extra documents needed to submit. Well my oh my....I was thinking, oh crap, I have like CCA later, will I make it?? *looks around nervously*. Lol....haiz..blehhhh, in the end I still had to go to my CCA without having the documents for bursary submitted...darn.


It's okay, I'll try tomorrow.


Sweet dreams, darling, bloggy~
-chewy

Rotten Banana!!

Mmm...LOL. Okay, 2 weeks ago, I've had two bananas in my bag for desserts after lunch. I ate one of it, and didn't know where the other went. I just left it as it was, thinking that I've already ate it. Well, guess what? It was squashed by my books/notes at was in the bottom of my bag, gosh. This morning, after reaching class, I attempted a search in my bag because there was this really gross smell coming out of it...and TADA a rotten banana that I don't even wanna look at. It smells like concentrated vinegar on a shirt that was drenched with perspiration and left in an enclosed area to rot away.


Gosh...the stench was devastating. My first thought was to empty the whole of my bag and then give it a good scrub in the toilet, second, throw the bag away. But, darn, I don't have enough bags to manage if I wash this one ><. The other bag that I have, is already soaked in soap water, due to the "teriyaki sauce leak ordeal." Grrr! I blame them for putting so much sauce into the packet of takoyaki box! orz. Oh well, that's another story so yeah.


Back to the topic, mm, after reaching home, I've searched the whole of my house for perfume, some kind of odour killing spray, bla bla bla. Whichever I thought potential of killing that

inresistable

stench. What worked best was the ANTI SCEPTIC SPRAYY!!! Woooooo~ Instant K and a O to the indescribable stench. But, well yeah, =/ that took out a lot of my spray haha...after attempting to dry it out, some of the stench came back, haiz, but oh well, it's pretty much faint now so erm..! HURRAY~

Ps. I'm still gonna wash my bag in the weekends.

Goodnights baggy~
Signing off
-Chewy

Random

To anyone out there that is reading my adventure to the USA and was thinking what happened to the other days...err well HAHA...I pretty much got bored of writing down the stuffs ever since my last entry was deleted BECAUSE my computer hang up on me.


Fabulous heh? LOL...anyways, I will continue uploading on the trip on like every Sunday. This Sunday I guess I'll skip haha...feeling really sleepy..yawn. And oh, I've re learnt my lesson on not to exercise vigorously when you haven't had gotten sufficient rest. I got dizzy. nausea and tada! GG. I think I needa sleep soon yeah haha....kay people, nights. Idea blue prints tomorrow wooooooo, a class where there will be a lot of strangers that I don't know. I hope I can get along with them xD.




The moon shines off curved dark lines....when will the full moon be there, I wonder.
Signing off
-Chewy