21st of May. What ended wasn't the world, it's my world.

I guess the title pretty much explains itself, lol. But haha, the end is pretty much the beginning.


I won't look, I won't hide, I will just head into the darkness, following the moon's illumination.

The end.

One month hasn't pass since then...
Like a child's fading first fever,
our love has slipped away.
Our entwined fingers are becoming unraveled,
as if they are reciting their small farewells.
I woke up, scattered the dream's flowers,
even sorrow stains quietly.
Murmurs, till my heart is full,
crippling me.
My heart is the one that can't move on,
the we who were in there, were smiling.

Random song.

Something triggered me to search for this song again, I thought it was a pretty good song haha...I didn't understand what it meant last time, but now I do.


Video Link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s8QYxmpuyxg

Yume.

I've had an extremely weird dream yesterday..


I can't really remember all of the dreams but this is like how it went..


My closest friends and I went out together, then I dunno why , it was like in this very mystical forest, we've met lots of danger and somewhere along the way, one of my dearest friend, died. Okay, it was something really sad and depressing, I think I cried unknowingly in real life..


Then someone after a long adventure, I've managed to reach this pyramid thingy or something, and after lots of searching and barely dodging dangerous vicious traps, I've managed to find a cube thingy, all of my closest friends in the group of us who went into the pyramid died, entrusting their hope onto me, really, it was depressing, even beyond depressing, damn sad can!! Anyways, in the end I've managed to reach the 'treasure' , this ancient technology from the so call 'golden age', which allowed me to go into the past and change it..


Before I know it, I'm back to Hougang. Outside the Mc Donald store, I didn't know what date it was, but I know it was probably in the evening, I felt so lonely and frighten.. I called my friend's phone and found out that he and a few others went into the forest to hike, somehow I dunno why, I never warn them or anything, instead I went to one of my friend's house, and had a chat with his sister and brother who don't know me now since I went back to the past.


I've managed to convince them and many things happened...I was able to predict things etc, I felt confident, happy and wanted. All of a sudden, nothing matters anymore, I was on the sofa, looking at the siblings play, it was so warm.. they changed into big wolves, probably double or even tripled of my height. Jumped on them, played with their fur, snuggled on them, had fun with them..haha...really somehow I didn't really care about the others anymore.

Okay it was a very weird dream but... that's just what happened, I've no control of my dreams I guess.