I can't express the level of hatred I have for arguments. I realised that I fear arguments more than anything else and that I attempt to avoid or run away from reality when they are imminent. Why am I so weak? Why am I egoistical? Why do I have such low self esteem? Why do all these shit happen to me in a row? Haiz. I'm suddenly adopting this really negative mind set. I don't feel like meeting with people, everyone seemed so dangerous. The person who is the closest to you can just hit you real hard at your back and there are just so many underlined sarcasm and insults. They act like your friend and hurl insults, that's the real problem. If you have anything that you don't like me to do, tell me in my face. Don't hint it.
-Chewy
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Monday, July 9, 2012
False hopes
Comfort? Warmth? Care? Help? What was I expecting?
I can't hold it in, please. Go away, don't come near me, before I lose myself. Again. I knew what was coming, words can't fool me, lies and deceptions, filthy manipulations. People are too self centered to care about what's happening to you, no matter how bad it is. They can't be bothered when they have their own troubles and problems. They'd just tell you, it's okay, it's fine. My arse, those are lip service to make themselves seem nice. Nothing more than self gratification. Good night kaze, it's the stage time for kage.
-kage
I can't hold it in, please. Go away, don't come near me, before I lose myself. Again. I knew what was coming, words can't fool me, lies and deceptions, filthy manipulations. People are too self centered to care about what's happening to you, no matter how bad it is. They can't be bothered when they have their own troubles and problems. They'd just tell you, it's okay, it's fine. My arse, those are lip service to make themselves seem nice. Nothing more than self gratification. Good night kaze, it's the stage time for kage.
-kage
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